Disappointment after disappointment, I don’t feel God in my life. I really want to come back to God, but it’s not easy. When I want to sit down and pray, I have the feeling that it’s just no use. I’ve really only felt close to God twice in my life (24 years and 2 days), and both times weren’t for very long. Another disappointment would occur and another prayer would be left unanswered and my faith would slowly dwindle away. I know we are told that God is always listening and deep down I know that He is, but I don’t feel Him. I feel ignored and alone. I feel that God is constantly rewarding some people while barely even batting an eye at others. Like I said, deep down, I know this isn’t true, but I can’t help but feel this way. I am hoping for a lot right now, and I would like to feel that God is behind me 100%, guiding me and supporting me. Anything you can offer would be fantastic and greatly appreciated.
Has anyone ever felt like this before?
Any advice and prayers you have to offer would be fantastic. I guess the fact that I want to come back is a good start, right?
Thank you so much in advance, and thank you for taking time out of your busy day to read my post.